from Baby Sings the Blues, released November 17, 2016
How can I believe when I see contradiction, feel conflicted need to listen but hearin' different stories written, is it fiction? u kiddin or lyin?
maybe I'm denyin' myself the truth can't see the light without the proof
can't see my life without you
can't seem to fight the doubts that loom inside I try but lose
I use my yes but view, the opposite of what you promisin' I'm through
but that's impossible to do, you're everything and everywhere I move
evidence and clues I'm readin' leavin' me confused
You leadin' or leavin' me? choose. quit steerin' with your ruse
the rules I'm veerin' from, fearin' I'll be doomed
if you're sincere than sheer the wool reveal what's really you.

God loves me and I love me

I need the faith so I'm grateful yet hateful unable to see a savior in fables
who do I label creator? of all the minor and major places we came from
the things we're made of who makes me wake up? who can I blame for the quakes but thank for the greats? what cleans my slate before I land in lakes of fire or break from desire for strength?
in things I cannot take, can I shape or shake my fate?
I wait for answers but its blank. To space they say I should pray
I don't negate I only state that I know nothing
but that something animates my functions
what frames my circumference?
while I contemplate what the nature of love is
am I because it? can I become it?

God loves me and I love me